Posted on August 22, 2008 by Raindreamer
It is revealing to see old photos. After decades one can watch them almost as an outsider, while it is otherwise impossible to dive in the past as it was. You only know it through your emotional memories. The photos are revealing a frozen past.
Filed under: Family, Inspiration, Personal history, appearance, feelings, me, women | Tagged: alienation, Astrid Lindgren, childhood, Kierkegaard, mousy, ordinary, past, photographs, photos, postdicting, postdiction, pretty, self image, teenage, ugly duckling | 8 Comments »
Posted on August 5, 2008 by Raindreamer
I am unofficially a God mother (- it will be official only after the babtism of course). The baby girl was born couple of weeks ago and after it we had a slight worry with her blood sugar levels, but now everything is fine. I am happy for them and part of me wants to [...]
Filed under: Children, Family, Thoughts, feelings, friends, life, men, relationships, women | Tagged: babies, fertility, god children, god moether | 3 Comments »
Posted on August 2, 2008 by Raindreamer
Ok, first a warning: there are not even vague scientific grounds on this.
I have noticed the growing acidness on my temper. I wonder if it has anything to do with absence of men from my life (or maybe of absence of sleep lately, but that is not as fun to wonder). I once red a [...]
Filed under: Spinsters, Thoughts, feelings, me, relationships, women | Tagged: attitude, irritability, lenience, peevishness, theory | Leave a Comment »
Posted on July 17, 2008 by Raindreamer
It does not need to be fireworks nor has it have to be any crazy thing either, but I’d still love to have some electricity in the air – at least a little. I we grown wise enough to understand that fireworks don’t guarantee happiness, but I don’t want it clinical either as it felt [...]
Filed under: Love, Spinsters, dating, dreams, feelings, me, men, relationships, single life, women | Tagged: falling in love, internet dating, pen pals, photogenic, romantic mind | 5 Comments »
Posted on July 14, 2008 by Raindreamer
Now there are men that don’t seem to be able to stay loyal to their women. You may guess what I am talking about: Jude Law. He is cute and so unreliable. What is it in women, that makes them believe they can be the ones to reform the rakes. He has already that long [...]
Filed under: Entertainment, ethics, lifestyle, men, relationships, women | Tagged: Alfie, Celebrities, celebs, cheaters, dating rebutation, gossip, Jude Law, Kimberly Stewart, lessons to be learned, Lily Cole, movie stars, rakes, reformed rakes, reforming rakes, younger women | 2 Comments »
Posted on March 28, 2008 by Raindreamer
This question surprised me. I had never thought about taking care of myself as a woman (you guys can replace it with man if you like). It was in a book, where it was part of the section about identity. I seldom think about taking care of myself anyway. I posed this question to [...]
Filed under: Personal history, Thoughts, feelings, friends, life, me, women | Tagged: feminity, gender identity, identity, masculinity, men, models, taking care of oneself | 6 Comments »
Posted on March 27, 2008 by Raindreamer
Just before the Easter I suddenly got plenty of traffic from strange source called rsd-nation. It was a male discussion forum and the writer linked to “Too picky or too shy” – and commented: “Does this mean that getting rejected is not always our fault? YES! “. Did you guys really think that [...]
Filed under: dating, me, men, women | Tagged: beauty, courtesy, flattery, getting to know, insecurity, moods, past, pick up lines, relationship players, tactics, talking, whitdrawal, wounds | 3 Comments »
